Friday, May 16, 2014

The fault in our stars.

It has been a while i have not written a blog post. Partly due to the fact i do not have a laptop or so at home and i am surviving on my iPad and iPhone 4S which is really quite pathetic. 

So i have been flying around the world for the past 2 years and it was great and going to be greater in my life. I have not been to a lot of places but slowly and surely i will be there somehow. 

I read a book in anticipation of the movie that is hitting the theatre in June 2014. By John Green, The fault in our stars: Gosh it was pretty good i will say. The relation with cancer patients, romance and facing death were very close to my heart. The analogy he used in the book was awesome, witty, true and somehow irritating to the fact that it is so real. 

Maybe I should update his dying blog more often. I don't know if there is any more readers out there but if you know me well, I don't really care. 

You can check out my dying instagram at @aantlee too. It quite dead now but I promise I will be back stronger and better this coming summer'14. Till then.... cheers!

Sunday, August 19, 2012


Sitting on a passenger as the aircraft landed in Jakarta on Friday night.

Once thought that flying is going to be a painful process, still thinking that it is.

Just that i no longer need to cramp myself up in the passenger seat for the next few hours.

I could actually walk around and make full use of the space.

The feeling is not that bad.

During the landing process, I was thinking about how life have changed so far.

Pondering on how life will be in the future.

I told myself this, no matter how hard the journey will be.

I need to work harder and not run away like a kid anymore.

Be more positive in life and i shall be better in any sense.

Thankful for all the support, my family and only one had given me.


Thursday, July 5, 2012


Today marks the end of foundation training

Next week will be a brand new phase

And I know all these will come to an end soon

Hope that the bond we created is for a lifetime

Sunday, June 3, 2012


How wonderful it is to sit completely alone on the forecastle of the vessel under an overcast sky, gazing out over the endless expanse of water. Thinking about how far we had come together.

Looking at the sun setting seems like forever, but it is not. The warmth glow that illumates the sky. Feeling warm from the love we shared.

Soon the night has dissolved the sun and the sky is now midnight blue. It's a starry starry night. Hoping that you were here with me.

We don't know what lies in the future but I know at this moment, I want to hold on to you dearly.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012


I wouldn't say it was over the top performance last night as Jemma Rix only played for the first few songs and Gretel Scarlett took over "I'm Not That Girl" there after. Nevertheless, it is still a great musical to catch. Despite sitting too close to the stage, it was quite an experience. I'm able to really focus on the show rather than having an overview of it.

I love the details they put in the show, it deserves my two thumbs up! No wonder it's one of the best broadway muscial along with Phantom, Cats, Chicago... next up "The Chorus Line"

However, i am still pretty upset with what happened before and during the show. Given a link to book the ticket at a huge discount, i wasn't able to book a single seat if there is an single seat left beside. How frustrating is that? I called Sistic and they can't do anything about it. I have to find an already single seat or select a seat that wouldnt leave a single seat beside. *roll eyes

And in the theatre, no photography allowed at all. I always thought its no photography during the play. Its very stupid for the ushers to stop people from taking photos of themselves with just the backdrop. They have to do something about it.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

leap day.




Wednesday, January 11, 2012

seven eleven.

six month later.

twenty six me.

a new beginning.

a carefree life.

bigger stronger better.